Friday, September 13, 2013
Mommy,
So many things I want to tell you. First let me say it's only been a week since you were taken from me and I miss you SO MUCH, you were my best friend I came to you for everything, I told you everything. Just having you listen to me or give me advice was so comforting. I need that right now, I need you. I'm lost without you. I told you a couple of weeks ago..."what do you expect me to do if you were to ever leave me" and you said don't worry about that. Well now I do have to worry about that! I'm going to miss your crazy sense of humor and you calling me 50 times a day for the dumbest things...I sit here and think about how mad I used to get bc you would call me at crack of dawn like 5am for nothing and now all I want is my phone to ring with you on the other end. I want you to know that you were the best mom no matter what. You tried your best and I love you more than words can describe. I cry myself to sleep every night bc I don't know how to go on without you in my life but I'll make it. I know you don't want me to cry or be sad you would rather me be joking, laughing and partying in your name but how can I do that when I lost you, A piece of me died with you. I know your in heaven watching down on all of us, (and prb getting on someone nerves up there, LOL) I will always keep your memory alive, I will never stop loving you and I will never forget you. I will cherish every single memory I have of you. We all love & miss you! I wish you didn't have to be taken from me but I also believe that God does everything for a reason. Just watch over your grandchildren and be their angel :) I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, until we meet again mommy, Love Always your little Angel on earth Kim <3
